sooner or later.

this summer has passed by in the weirdest of ways.

time wise, it's felt like a week and a half.

relationship wise, it's felt like four years.

but either way, it's over.

sooner or later, summer was over, and we lost everything.
 
i said last year that it never gets any easier to leave. but i've been saying for the past few weeks that i didn't think it'd be so hard this time. see, last year when i left, i didn't think i was ever coming back. but this year i've known since the second week that i'll be back(unless God very drastically changes his mind). so i figured that would make it easier.

but it's never leaving camp that's so hard. it's leaving my family.

no matter how many years i come back, it'll never be the same staff. yes, we'll have a LOT of returners next year, but not everyone. so knowing that it was the last day this staff, the best staff i've ever been part of, will be together, made it the hardest it's ever been to go.

this is the closest the staff has ever gotten as a whole. the level most get to in a whole summer, we got to orientation week. we're sisters.

and i'll be lost without them.